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I’ve had this job for two years. I can’t move up, I can’t move sideways, unless I pursue a degree in information services (which i don’t want to do).

I really feel at a crossroads. At this time, I am planning to study graphic design next year. I am currently trying to save up for my wedding which I think will be early next year. I have my full-time job, and a casual job on the side for more money.

I doubt that i would find another full-time job that would pay equally or more than what I’m getting, especially because I would need to go part-time in Feb next year to study full-time.

*sigh*

My performance is terrible, I have a review this coming Tuesday and i know i suck. There are no other new skills I feel I can learn here, and my brain feels like it’s turning to mush.

Posted by Anonymous who is unmotivated on Jan 12, 2010 at 11:54 PM

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HFS...

I am unmotivated because work on this site has finished. Welcome to Holyfuckingshit!

This will be an interesting site indeed.

Posted by admin who is unmotivated on Jan 12, 2010 at 11:34 PM

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HFS...

My head is full of popping and fizzing, like a soft drink advert. It feels as though my existence is entirely sponsored by Coca-Cola, such is the effervescing in my head. I can’t sleep - you try sleeping when all you can hear is the distant rattling of paper-clips and tube trains.

I’m 29-years-old. I can retire in 35 years and buy a nest in the country and take pot-shots at passing tourists. I already feel like an old man. I’m sick of wanking and sex seems out of the question at the moment.

No, sex is not a friend of mine. Indeed, sex will not even look me straight in the eye anymore. It is all just rumor and office gossip: sex is something that happens to other people, like car-crashes or winning the lottery.

Posted by Anonymous who is unmotivated on Jan 12, 2010 at 11:45 AM

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