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So Im a musician. Singer,songwriter,producer, photographer, graphic designer, studio engineer and video editor. A one man show if you wish.
I made really good songs and moved to a big city in order to develop the whole thing and try to realize my vision.
People start to like my stuff, get musicians, fire them for being lazy, get more musicians, then fire them for being lazy too, decide to go solo and get 3 investors to finance a million dls for the national promo campaign and biz positioning, people extortion me for that money (which I never had in my hands) and since I cant give it to them they steal all my shit such as instruments, equipment, tv, credit cards, hard drives with all my music tracks, set my apt on fire and threaten to kill me if i show my face again. Oh and they raped me and beat me up as well.
This happened a month after my niece of 14 shot herself in the head, which happened 3 months after my best friend got robbed and murdered.
I told everyone close to me about the extortion incident to alert them and hopefully avoid them from being surprised by these assholes... and in return I get ignored by everyone, be taken as a madman and as a joke, everybody decides to hate me.
Lost all money, all stuff, all connections and even now have to re-record the music.
This is all because of money. I fucking hate money. Theres a black hole in the center of our galaxy pulling us closer every day and all we can think of is money money money. I just want to make my art. Why must I be some kind of social skills jedi, Im a polite and hard working person. Wtf is wrong with the world??
Posted by htzl who is out of options on Mar 22, 2013 at 2:54 AM
Why are you out of options?
I have found myself living in a shotgun shack. I have found myself in another part of the world. I have said to myself, "my god, what have I done." Thank you to David Byrne for summarizing my life...and predicting it.
Posted by Anonymous who is out of options on Oct 19, 2012 at 1:33 AM
Well, I am lacking motivation and am depressed but thats not my problem. I drink too much, tripped too much and ran into some WEIRD shit. Don't trip too much if you've already fucked your life up. It's finally getting better. Ever try to poke your best friends eye through the back of their skull because they were attacking you with psychic magick from hell? Neither had I! Finally saw him again; he said it was primarily his fault. HIS fault?! Be careful out there all you crazy kids. Beware the Nephilim. (and I can't get laid- waaaaa!)
Posted by Anonymous who is out of options on May 13, 2012 at 3:11 AM
My husband and I moved to Colorado when I was pregnant and I had my daughter in Colorado. He has since lost his job, refuses to get another one, is an alcoholic, up all night and sleeps until the afternoon. He doesn't help with our baby at all and gets verbally abusive when he's drunk (which is a LOT).
Last night I had it. He was in my face screaming like a psychopath right in front of our daughter. Then he took the keys to my car and left (yes, while he was drunk). My family is back in Arizona and I want to take our daughter back there and file for divorce and custody. Every time I call an attorney they say they will only talk to me in person, which I can't do.
I do not think he is capable of being a responsible parent. Getting him to change a diaper or even make a bottle is like pulling teeth. He wont get help for his alcoholism. He's already went through drug rehab 9 months ago and claims the judge wont find out because it was confidential. I haven't worked since 2008 and he says he'll get custody because I can't provide for our baby. I don't know what to do.
Posted by Anonymous who is out of options on Aug 16, 2011 at 8:38 PM
My name is Gordon Freeman. I just woke up on a train a few nights ago, a train I don't remember getting on. I got off, and this fucking camera thing popped out of nowhere and blinded me when it took a picture. There's some balding, socio-communist asshole that is talking on some giant-ass t.v., spreading some sort of propoganda bullshit. I tried to pick up my bags to leave the station, and some officer hit me with some sort of electrical baton, exclaiming that the bags that clearly had my name on it weren't mine. I just left the station with nothing but the clothes on my back. Thankfully, I came to some sort of community house where some guys let me crash for the night. However, the next day there was a police raid and me and a few other guys had to escape via the rooftops. I've been living on the streets for the past few days, and only now have I managed to find a public library with free computers/internet access. This was one of the only sites I found not blocked by the government. If someone reads this, please help me. I am currently in some city named Nova Prospeckt, but I don't know what country I am in.
Posted by Anonymous who is out of options on May 16, 2011 at 7:46 PM
For the past few weeks my mom has become extremely confused thinking my dad is still alive and refusing to come home. She has also been saying the same about my brother and asking everyone how she can get a hold of him in case of an emergency. She is angry that they aren't calling her or visiting.
I just don't know what to say to calm her down. When I tell her they've passed or gone she gets angry w/me. She gets extremely agitated and becomes fixated on the subject. I've tried distraction, changing the subject, etc., but it doesn't seem to sway her.
Posted by Anonymous who is out of options on Mar 30, 2011 at 12:01 PM
Wow. Apparently, Minecraft no longer works on my laptop. Every time I download it and try to play it, it closes. Every time I try to play it in browser, a pop-up says that something failed to run, and Minecraft won't start. What do I do?!?!?!
Posted by Anonymous who is out of options on Mar 22, 2011 at 1:25 PM
I have no more money, have some nice things to sell that may give me some money back to last me two months. There are no jobs that I can find, no money in the bank, no money whatsoever, have a pickup truck which is all I have to show for that will sell for a maximum of $1000 dollars. Im renting a room at low cost housing, but if I owned my own house, I probably would sell it so I could live for some years till I find a decent job. I feel like a worthless piece of shit, I wonder if it would do any good to just put a nice 45 hollow point bullet through my brain... I think not, but it sure is tempting at some depressing points. I feel like I have good morals, but Im slipping into these strange phases where Im willing to do just about anything to make me feel better about my worthless life such as cheating on my spouse and starting a new life in some crazy fucking way. FML, how the fuck am I really going to get ahead in today's economy?
I just really hope to God that I have the strength to restrain myself from ending my life due to financial problems.
Posted by Anonymous who is out of options on Mar 10, 2011 at 1:27 AM
Why are you out of options?
Because I am broke and my bills are piling up, I am depressed...too depressed to do anything.
Posted by epohnna who is out of options on Jan 19, 2011 at 3:59 PM