HFS...

I absolutely hate my job right now and I feel depressed. I just celebrated my one year anniversary at my job, and I pray that I will win the lottery - or at least get a notice in the mail for jury duty so that I don't have to go to work.
I am currently looking for a new position; however, I have a mortgage so I can't quit until I find a job with an equivalent salary. I could give you a whole list of why I don't like my job: such as inconsistent management policies, low morale, having to work constant overtime just to keep up with everything (I'm on salary so I'm not getting paid for this extra time), uninformed upper management. If however, I am really depressed and that is WHY I hate my job, then once I find a new job I'm still going to feel just as tired, uninterested, unmotivated as I feel now.

Posted by Anonymous who is depressed on Jan 12, 2010 at 11:49 AM

Job sucks. Everything is breaking. Can't buy the house I want. Fuck.

Posted by Anonymous who is depressed on May 24, 2010 at 7:55 PM

Why are you depressed?

I am depressed because I cant find a job. I have an Associates degree. I always give my job 100%. In early summer, I was hired at this Doctors office. He told me that I would be salaried , I would work 32 hrs per week. In the summer time I would not have to worry about money - since I was salaried. I bought into this BS and accepted the job. I started the job and he decided that I was going to share MY job with someone else. He felt that I needed to get used to his 10 YEAR OLD equiptment! Weeks passed, he said things were working out fine. My first month passed, I over heard him talking to his " Nurse " ( who I found out later is a medical assistant)- they were discussing how patient appointments were slowing down. I was called into the office and told that I would remain at 24 hrs per week, and I would not be salaried. I went home and cried. This doctors office reuses equiptment that is supposed to be for a one time use only! I would try to clean things with bleach, and get screamed at for using bleach. If the ancient computer froze - I was blamed! In May I was laid off , I was told that he could not afford to pay me. Because of this I hate his race ( Indians).
I wasnt raised to hate people. Im sad.

Posted by Anonymous who is depressed on Jun 13, 2010 at 12:18 AM

I just blew like $500 at the casino and I believe I have a gambling problem because I keep doing this every time I go. This really sucks because gambling is something that I really like to do, and I know this has become quite a horrible addiction. I suppose I need to stop going, but I am wondering, how the fuck am I going to win or get this money back? I suppose I have to work my ass off for it at a job now, ohh well.

Posted by mike_needsbeer who is depressed on Mar 31, 2010 at 6:13 PM

HFS

I am being blamed for everything that my "manager" should have taken care of before she left for her 3 week vacation. I am completely illegal right now in 2 states (bench warrants, uninspected car, suspended license do to non payment of dui fines) and i am too broke to get any of these things taken care of.

Posted by Anonymous who is depressed on Mar 3, 2010 at 5:47 PM

HFS

...because I'm a virgin

Posted by Anonymous who is depressed on Mar 21, 2010 at 9:47 PM

Why are you depressed?

I can't find a job. I've applied everywhere.

Posted by Anonymous who is depressed on Jul 10, 2010 at 3:41 AM

Why are you depressed?
Because i every one of my age has got married, and among friends i'm the only one left. They r all pushing me to get married, but the fact is that i cant find a right girl who would get to know me well and have a happy life...

Fucking life....

Posted by Anonymous who is depressed on Jul 20, 2010 at 7:28 AM

Why are you depressed? My wife is constantly cheating on me, I just don't know what to do anymore. I told her the last time she did it, that if it happened again, I would be gone. Well guess what... It happened again, and she just acted like she didn't even care, until she was sober, then it's "I'm sorry babe, I didn't mean to", or some kind of excuse like that. But it would be hard for me to leave her, because I love her with everything I have, and also we have a baby together.

Posted by Anonymous who is depressed on Aug 30, 2010 at 5:27 PM

HFS

I'm failing university. In my 5th year. If I flunk out now I'll have to wait 2 years to go back to a different university. I'm 23. I haven't been going to classes. I just want to go on the internet. I want to sleep. With the shades drawn. Shutting people out. I can laugh. But I could cry every day. I'm anxious all the time. I've tried counseling and reaching out to my mom but it hasn't changed anything.

I have two friends. Girlfriend and I broke up in October. I want to give up. I want to crawl into a hole and hook my brain into a computer and not have to think. I've stopped leaving the house. I want to move back home and live in the basement and feel sorry for myself and get pity. I don't know. Fuck my life. It's so pathetic.

Posted by Anonymous who is depressed on Apr 9, 2010 at 12:54 PM