HFS

I'm failing university. In my 5th year. If I flunk out now I'll have to wait 2 years to go back to a different university. I'm 23. I haven't been going to classes. I just want to go on the internet. I want to sleep. With the shades drawn. Shutting people out. I can laugh. But I could cry every day. I'm anxious all the time. I've tried counseling and reaching out to my mom but it hasn't changed anything.

I have two friends. Girlfriend and I broke up in October. I want to give up. I want to crawl into a hole and hook my brain into a computer and not have to think. I've stopped leaving the house. I want to move back home and live in the basement and feel sorry for myself and get pity. I don't know. Fuck my life. It's so pathetic.

Posted by Anonymous who is depressed on Apr 9, 2010 at 12:54 PM

I just blew like $500 at the casino and I believe I have a gambling problem because I keep doing this every time I go. This really sucks because gambling is something that I really like to do, and I know this has become quite a horrible addiction. I suppose I need to stop going, but I am wondering, how the fuck am I going to win or get this money back? I suppose I have to work my ass off for it at a job now, ohh well.

Posted by mike_needsbeer who is depressed on Mar 31, 2010 at 6:13 PM

HFS

...because I'm a virgin

Posted by Anonymous who is depressed on Mar 21, 2010 at 9:47 PM

HFS

...oh never seen a wooley, hope and happiness are on the way... oh i never ever though I'd be here where i am today. So, catch a plane and slap a slut for the megaphone is high, reach around they'll never frown and grow up to be an old wrinkly guy. (cool little fast tap dance) Tada!

Posted by Anonymous who is depressed on Mar 17, 2010 at 4:27 PM

HFS

I am being blamed for everything that my "manager" should have taken care of before she left for her 3 week vacation. I am completely illegal right now in 2 states (bench warrants, uninspected car, suspended license do to non payment of dui fines) and i am too broke to get any of these things taken care of.

Posted by Anonymous who is depressed on Mar 3, 2010 at 5:47 PM

HFS...

lonely christmas, lonely everything, my fucking heart is broken for no reason. Emptiness, so I feel nothing.

Nothing, that's why I'm alone as shit. I bite my own lips, stopping myself from crying.. wtf am I going thru.

I tried to reach all my "friends," but none was available.
I feel like I wanna make a video, I'd cry begging for friendshit.. I know i'd be a joke. But I'm depressed, sad and lonely all the time.

Posted by Anonymous who is depressed on Jan 13, 2010 at 12:08 AM

HFS...

I'm depressed because its too cold to go surfing today, and that means I may as well go back to work.

Work sucks.

Posted by Anonymous who is depressed on Jan 12, 2010 at 12:47 PM

HFS...

I absolutely hate my job right now and I feel depressed. I just celebrated my one year anniversary at my job, and I pray that I will win the lottery - or at least get a notice in the mail for jury duty so that I don't have to go to work.
I am currently looking for a new position; however, I have a mortgage so I can't quit until I find a job with an equivalent salary. I could give you a whole list of why I don't like my job: such as inconsistent management policies, low morale, having to work constant overtime just to keep up with everything (I'm on salary so I'm not getting paid for this extra time), uninformed upper management. If however, I am really depressed and that is WHY I hate my job, then once I find a new job I'm still going to feel just as tired, uninterested, unmotivated as I feel now.

Posted by Anonymous who is depressed on Jan 12, 2010 at 11:49 AM