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Job sucks. Everything is breaking. Can't buy the house I want. Fuck.

Posted by Anonymous who is depressed on May 24, 2010 at 7:55 PM

After being laid-off from my job in January 2009, my young children and I have "relocated" 3 times while I looked for work, moving from relative to relative. We went from a typical middle-class American existence - I was a hardworking, well-educated executive with a long stable career, a beautiful home, excellent credit, great schools, beloved pets, with wonderful friends and neighbors, and earning well over $100k a year (and even had a million dollar life insurance policy!)

I am now broke, my savings almost completely depleted and I now share a tiny spare room with my 2 kids. I am on the cusp of being a complete financial burden to my relatives ... and I wake up in the middle of the night, every night, in a cold sweat, so ashamed that I wasn't able to prevent this from happening and terrifed at the prospect of the inevitable poverty and hardships my kids are about to face.

Posted by Anonymous who is out of options on Nov 19, 2010 at 5:15 PM

relationships, friendship can fuck me, thats the shit

Posted by Anonymous who is depressed on Nov 3, 2010 at 5:10 PM

HFS...

I absolutely hate my job right now and I feel depressed. I just celebrated my one year anniversary at my job, and I pray that I will win the lottery - or at least get a notice in the mail for jury duty so that I don't have to go to work.
I am currently looking for a new position; however, I have a mortgage so I can't quit until I find a job with an equivalent salary. I could give you a whole list of why I don't like my job: such as inconsistent management policies, low morale, having to work constant overtime just to keep up with everything (I'm on salary so I'm not getting paid for this extra time), uninformed upper management. If however, I am really depressed and that is WHY I hate my job, then once I find a new job I'm still going to feel just as tired, uninterested, unmotivated as I feel now.

Posted by Anonymous who is depressed on Jan 12, 2010 at 11:49 AM

Why are you depressed?
Some people have it a lot harder then others. If you have a job,
Your way above people that don't, For myself, I call temp agency every day to try and get work, I do understand the stress and the pressure, I got laid off from a good high paying job, had to sell most of what I own, for you out there that have been looking for work you know what Im talking about. Theres days I don't know what in the world am I going to do, But Ive to look at depression is trying to take over, And I want to take over it.
some days I keep thinking to myself I need a punching bag, to beat the hell out of it. for the ones that are struggleing, please don't give up. some how some way. i believe it will get better,

Posted by Anonymous who is depressed on Jan 24, 2011 at 3:15 AM

HFS

Everything blew-up 5 years ago. My wife found a charge to a massage parlor. (I justified that I was paying for something my wife use to enjoy but refused to do anymore)

I love my wife and want to stay together. We were in therapy for two year. I have managed to keep it in my pants for the last 5 years. But i am so close to saying fuck it. she wont talk about how it bothers her. She makes promises and doesn't follow through.

But when it comes right down to it, I was in the wrong... I am trying to be the best husband I can, but I don't know how much longer I can take it.

Posted by Anonymous who is out of options on Apr 11, 2010 at 3:34 PM

Why are you unmotivated?

Wish I new.

Just wake up thinking it will be a better day and as soon as it is time to do the work I need to do . . . POW . . . I feel like shit and don't want to do anything.

Tomorrow will be a better day I say, but same shit.

Kinda like a sign I saw in a bar once, FREE BEER TOMORROW!

But everyday is free beer tomorrow.

Anyway, now it is 3pm and to late to start, to early to finish, so now I sit here doing nothing again.

HOLY FUCKING SHIT!

Posted by Anonymous who is unmotivated on Jun 1, 2010 at 3:06 PM

Why are you depressed?

I'm depressed because my girlfriend might be pregnant! She has stomach pains and nausea, which have been there since the last time we had sex. We are both underaged, so this is a really bad thing! We play it safe so we used a condom the whole time, and that's why i'm depressed. Well, i'm both scared and depressed, but the depressed part is about me finally managing to recover from some rough earlier years, i get good grades, and i'm going to a good school in the fall. So i am depressed because: Of all the condoms that could fail, it had to be the one we were using! it's unfair! Anyways, it's not certain or anything so.. here's to luck!

Posted by Anonymous who is depressed on May 16, 2011 at 3:49 PM

Why are you depressed? My wife is constantly cheating on me, I just don't know what to do anymore. I told her the last time she did it, that if it happened again, I would be gone. Well guess what... It happened again, and she just acted like she didn't even care, until she was sober, then it's "I'm sorry babe, I didn't mean to", or some kind of excuse like that. But it would be hard for me to leave her, because I love her with everything I have, and also we have a baby together.

Posted by Anonymous who is depressed on Aug 30, 2010 at 5:27 PM

HFS

I am being blamed for everything that my "manager" should have taken care of before she left for her 3 week vacation. I am completely illegal right now in 2 states (bench warrants, uninspected car, suspended license do to non payment of dui fines) and i am too broke to get any of these things taken care of.

Posted by Anonymous who is depressed on Mar 3, 2010 at 5:47 PM

New

Why are you unmotivated? My dick is small no one likes me and I am fat and can't do anything

Posted by Anonymous who is unmotivated on May 13, 2012 at 2:52 PM

Well, I am lacking motivation and am depressed but thats not my problem. I drink too much, tripped too much and ran into some WEIRD shit. Don't trip too much if you've already fucked your life up. It's finally getting better. Ever try to poke your best friends eye through the back of their skull because they were attacking you with psychic magick from hell? Neither had I! Finally saw him again; he said it was primarily his fault. HIS fault?! Be careful out there all you crazy kids. Beware the Nephilim. (and I can't get laid- waaaaa!)

Posted by Anonymous who is out of options on May 13, 2012 at 3:11 AM

Why are you depressed? i live in middle burg and i am in high school and it seems like all the teens at my school are stuped they dont know what haarp is they dont know what illuminati are and they dont care about s.1867 and fema camps it seems like the wold is coming to an end and steve jobs sold his soul to the devil thats why he liked dylan and the beatles

Posted by Anonymous who is depressed on May 12, 2012 at 10:07 PM

I just don't know anything right now.

I just don't understand.

And I don't know what to do.

Posted by Anonymous who is unmotivated on May 7, 2012 at 1:09 AM

I am unmotivated because I apply everywhere for a job and everytime I do I am told I am unqualified and when I leave I see other applicated with raggy clothes and etc and you know they don't have a college degree and I do, but I am unqualified.

Posted by Anonymous who is unmotivated on May 2, 2012 at 5:55 PM

Incandescents use too much energy, fluorescents have mercury and are bad for the environment and you can't put them in with the regular recycling and you have to carry them to the recycling center yourself, and LEDs are still getting the bugs out. So I need light bulbs and I don't know what to do and the house is getting darker.

Posted by Anonymous who is unmotivated on Apr 21, 2012 at 11:05 PM

FML! I'm depressed because I don't have any motivation and I have no fucking motivation because of how fucking depressed I am all the damn time! I'm a single mom, and when I use to work my ass off, make good money and go to school, I was depressed because I couldn't spend any time with my kidds! Now that I'm not working due to injuries, I'm fucking depressed because I can't give them what they want/need! I go to sleep at night with a shitload of ideas on how to make money (all which are legal), how to make use of the following day in a way that will make me feel good about myself, and how to make my kidds proud of me again, and how to make life better on a whole, but when I wake up in the morning I look around at the bigass mess my life is in and end up just saying "FUCKIT" to everything, and then by the end of the day I'm even MORE fucking depressed for not getting anything done!!! Then when I finally get off my hurtin ass and try to do something, it seems like every time I try to do anything there's always just that one little thing that rears it's ugly fuckin head RRRRIGHT at the last second, and stops each and every damn thing I try to accomplish, from actually being able to even GET accomplished!!! Holy fucking shit I'm tired of this shit!!! FUCK!!!!! >:(

Posted by Anonymous who is depressed on Apr 14, 2012 at 11:58 PM

this giant black guy cornered me the other day and told me i wasnt shit. he said i would never amount to anything. he rreached into my back pocket and took my wallet. he kept smacking my girlfriends ass and grabbing her chest, telling her she should leave with a "real man". he smacked me across the face and told me to watch my back.then he sauntered off. two days later, im going to surprise my girlfriend at work on her lunch break, and as i pull up, i see her getting into a car. so i follow it to a nearby park. who gets out the drivers seat? none other than that giant black guy. i watch from across the street as the hold hands and kiss and spend the next 20 minutes looking like some love birds in the park. Im so depresseed

Posted by Anonymous who is depressed on Mar 2, 2012 at 7:12 PM

Why are you depressed? Two girls just got out of jail and now i want to throw their future children in blenders to prevent future catastrophies is this wrong?

Posted by Anonymous who is depressed on Feb 23, 2012 at 2:48 PM

I just recently became an atheist, and I'm depressed now because I was really looking forward to laughing at all the souls being tortured while safely watching from heaven. What should I do? I suppose I should use the time to laugh at the less fortunate during my mortal life, but black people aren't really available anytime I need a good pick up. HFS....I am depressed.

Posted by Anonymous who is depressed on Jan 30, 2012 at 5:03 AM